Sat here with a glass of wine after a weekend of awesomeness but also of missing my kids and hubby like mad.
I am looking around my castle (well my slightly smaller than a castle of a house) and the toys taking over and thinking who am I?
Well firstly before anything else I am a mum and wife, that is what I want to be and I love it. But my life plan over the past few years has been changed slightly through outside forces, the stay at home mum in me is not going to happen (yet anyway). So I have spent a couple of months being ensued by an identity crisis; how can I be a mum and wife if I work full time? How can I work, when the job isn’t what I want to do? Who am i?
This weekend has really clarified for me who I am. Back in June I qualified as a baby signing practitioner, but I haven’t done much with it as I wasn’t sure how I could be mum, wife, full time worker, blogger, run a smal business and be a baby signing teacher!
This weekend I went to help at another Baby Signing Mummy course, and then I went to a mumpreneur conference. Manic? Yes! Missed my family to the point of tears? Yes! But worth it? Completely.
You see I can be a mum, wife and more. I can change my life plan to what suits my family best, so for now I am mum, wife, full time worker and blogger, I help on a small business but the reins are being past to my lovely supportive hubby. I can also be a Baby Signing Teacher, it will take planning, time, hard work and lots of support, but I will get there, well i am there, just need to finalise the plan.